time enough for love-时间足够你爱(英文版)-第78章

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　　They　said　nothing；　he　went　on；　unfortably：　〃There　are　two　aspects　to　this；　one　is　geic；　the　other　is　emotional。　Geic…　We　three　are　a　weird　case；　male　and　female；…　yet　quasi…identicals。　More　than　quasi…forty…five　forty…sixths　to　be　exact。　Which　makes　the　probability　of　bad　reinforcement　far　greater　than　it　is　for　ordinary　siblings。　But　besides　that；　we　are　Howards　only　by　courtesy；　as　our　genes　have　not　undergone　some　twenty…four　centuries　of　systematic　culling。　I'm　so　close　to　the　head　of　the　column　that　there　was　no　culling　at　all；　my　four　grandparents　were　among　the　first　selectees；　so　when　I　was　born　in　Gregorian　1912；　I　had　behind　me　no　inbreeding；　no　culling　out；　no　cleaning　of　the　gene　pooi。　And　you　dears　are　in　the　same　predicament　as　even　that　forty…sixth
　　
　　445chromosome　〃es　from　me；　since　it　replicates　my　forty…fifth　Yet　you　two　seem　willing　to　accept　this　high　risk　of　re　inforcement。〃
　　
　　He　paused。　There　was　ilo　ment。　He…　shrugged　and　wen　on：　〃The　emotional　objection　es　only　from　me；　you　twc　don't　seem　to　have　it　。　。　reasonable；　I　suppose；　since　…th　concept　it　is　based　on…from　the　Old　Testament…has　beer　~replaced　by　the　concept　of　following　the　advice　of　Families　geicists。　I'm　not　arguing　with　th？wisdom　of　that；　I　agre　with　it…since　they　say　No　to　a　couple　of　unrelated　strangen　just　as　readily　as　to　siblings　if　the　gene　charts　give　'No'　a~　the　answer。　But　I　was　talking　about　feelings；　not　science。　I　don't　suppose　any　but　scholars　read　the　Old　Testament　anymore；　but　the　culture　I　was　brought　up　in　was　soaked　in　it~　attitudes…'Bible　Bult；'　you've　heard　me　call　it　that。　Girls；　i：
　　
　　is　hard　to　shake　off　any　taboos　a　child　is　indoctrinated　witi　in　his　earliest　years。　Even　if　he　learns　later　that　they　ar~　nonsense。
　　
　　〃I　tried　to　do　better　with　you　two。　I've　had　time　enougi　to　sort　out　my　taboos　and　my　prejudices　from　what　I　reall）　know；　and　I　tried…I　tried　very　hard！…not　to　inflict　on　yo~　two　any　of　the　irrational　nonsense　that　was　fed　to　me　undei　the　pretext　of　'educating'　me。　〃Apparently　I　succeeded；　or　w　would　never　have　reached　this　impasse。　But　9~ere　it　is…　You　two　are　modern　young　women　。　。　but；　thotigh　we　shan　the　same　genes；　I　am　an　old　savage　from　a　very　murky　time。'　He　sighed。　〃I'm　sorry。〃　…
　　
　　Lorelei　looked　at　her　sister；　they　bo~h　stood　up。　〃Sir；　ma~　we　be　excused？〃
　　
　　〃Huh？　No　rebuttal？〃
　　
　　〃Sir；　an　emotional　argument　permits　no　refutation。　As　foi　the　rest；　why　should　we　weary　you　with　arguments　when　youi　mind　is　made　up？〃
　　
　　〃Well　。　perhaps　you're　right。　But　you　listened　courteousl）　to　me。　I　want　to　pay　you　the　same　respect。〃　…
　　
　　〃It　is　not　necessary；　sir。〃　Her　eyes　and　those　of　her　sistei　were　welling　with　tears；　they　ignored　them。　〃We　are　sure　01　your　respect；　and…in　your　way…of　your　love。　May　we
　　
　　Before　Lazarus　could　answer；　the　puter　spoke　up：
　　
　　〃Hey！　I　want　a　piece　of　this！〃
　　
　　〃Dora！〃　Lorelei　rebuked。
　　
　　〃Don't　give　me　that；　Lor。　I'm　not　going　to　stay　politel）　quiet　while　my　family　make　fools　of　themselves。　Buddy　Boy
　　
　　Lor　didn't　tell　you　about　the　whammy　they　considered　pulling　on　you…and　that　1　still　can。　And　will！〃
　　
　　〃Dora；　we。　don't　want　that　sort　of　help。　Laz　and　I　agreed　on　that。〃
　　
　　〃So　you　did。　But　…you　didn't　ask　me　to　vote　on　it。　And　I'm　no　lady　and　never　was。　Buddy　01'　Boy；　you　know　it　makes　no　difference　to　me　who　does　what　to　whom；　I　couldn't　care　less…except　that　it's　so　funny　to　hear　'em　squeal　and　grunt。　BUt　you're　being　mean　to　my　sisters。　Lor　and　Laz　talked　over　the　fact　that　you　can't　make　this　trip　without　their　help
　　
　　and　…　they　rejected　that　gambit　as　being　beneath　their　dignity　or　some　such　twaddle。　But　I　don't　have　any　dignity。　Without　my　help　nobody　makes　a　time　trip。　Shucks；　if　I　go　on　strike；　you　can't　even　get　back　to　Tertius。　Now　can　you？〃　…
　　
　　Lazarus　looked　wryly　surprised；　then　grinned。　〃Mutiny　again。　Dorable；　I　concede　your　point；　you　can　keep　us　out　here…wherever　'here'　is…until　we　starve。　I　suspected　centuries　back　that　a　flesh…and…blood　might　someday　find　himself　in　just　such　a　helpless　position。　But；　dear；　I　won't　let　your　threats　affect　my　decision。　You　can　keep　me　from　time…tripping
　　
　　…but　I　doubt　if　you　will　let　Lor　and　Laz　starve。…　You'll　take　them　home。〃
　　
　　〃Oh；　hell；　Pappy…you're　being　mean　again。　You're　a　real　whirling　son　of　bitch！　Do　you　know　it？〃
　　
　　〃Guilty　on　both　counts；　Dora；〃　Lazarus　admitted。
　　
　　〃And　Lor　and　Laz　are　being　stupidly　bullheaded。　Lor；　he　politely　offered　you　a　chance　to　speak　your。piece　。　。　and　you　turned　him　down。　Stubborn　bitch。〃
　　
　　〃Dora；　behave　yourself。〃
　　
　　〃Whuffor？　When　you　three　don't。　Blow　your　noses　and　sit　down　and　give　Buddy　the　straight　tell。　He's　entitled　to　it。〃
　　
　　〃Perhaps　you　had　better；〃　Lazarus　said　gently。　〃Sit　down；　girls；　and　talk　with　me。　Dora？　Keep　her　steady　between　the　hawsepipes；　baby　girl…and　we'll　get　her　into　port　yet。〃
　　
　　〃Aye；　aye；　modore！　But　you　get　those　two　silly　bitches
　　
　　straightened　out。　Huh？…
　　
　　〃I'll　try。　Who's　the　spokesman　this　time？　Laz？〃
　　
　　〃It　doesn't　matter；〃　answered　Lapis　Lazuli。　〃I'll　talk　for　us。　Don't　worry　about　Dora。　When　she　realizes　that　we　are　con
　　
　　…tent　to　accept　your　decision；　she'll　stop　being　difficult。〃
　　
　　〃Oh；　you　think　so；　do　you？　Shape　up；　Laz…or　we'll　be　back　in　Boondock　faster　than　you　can　say　'Libby　pseudoinfinities。'　〃
　　
　　〃Please；　Dora；　let　me　tell　Brother。〃
　　
　　446　…
　　
　　〃Just　be　sure　you　tell　him　everything　。　。　or　I'll　tell　him　about　things　that　went　on　in　here　a　full　year　before　he　said…
　　
　　you　were　old　enough。〃
　　
　　Lazarus　blinked　and　looked　interested。　〃Well；　well！　Did　you　kids　steal　a　march　on　me？〃
　　
　　〃Well；　Mama　Ishtar　told？us　we　were　old　enough。　You　were　the　one　being　stuffy　about　it。〃
　　
　　〃Mmm　。　。　stipulated。　Someday　I　must　tell　you　about　something　that　happened　to　me　at　an　early　age　in　a　church　belfry。〃
　　
　　〃I'm　sure　we'd　like　to　hear　it；　Brother…but　do　you　want　to　hear　us　now？〃
　　
　　〃Yes。　Dora　and　I　will　。keep　quiet。〃
　　
　　〃Let　me　say　in　preface　that　we　are　not　going　to　ask　Ishtar　to　thwart　your　wishes　by　using　the　sperm　bank。　But　there　are　other　possibilities　to　which　you　can　hardly　object。　Consider　how　we　were　born~　I　could　easily　bear　an　implanted　clone　from　my　own　tissue；　and　so　could　Lor…although　we　might　swap　clones　。　。　for　reasons　purely　sentimental　since　we　have　identical　genes。　Do　you　see　anything　wrong　with　that？　Geically；　or　emotionally？　Or　otherwise？〃
　　
　　〃Mmm　。　。　no。　Unusual…but　your　business。〃
　　
　　…〃Just　as　easy…since　Ishtar　still　has　living　tissue　of　yours　in　vitro…is　to　clone　you　。　。　and　Lorelei　and　I　would　bear　identical　twins…both　of　them　'Lazarus　Long'　in　every　gene
　　
　　lacking　only　your　long　experience。　Would　you　find　that　offensive？〃
　　
　　〃Eh？　Now　wait　a　minute！　Let　me　…think。〃
　　
　　〃Let　me　add　that　we　regard　this　as　a　last　resort　。　。　if　you　are　dead。　If　you　don't　e　back。〃
　　
　　〃Don't　start　sniffling　again！　Uh；　if　I'm　dead；　I　don't　have　much　vote　in　it；　do　I？〃
　　
　　〃No；　because　if　we　…did　not　do　it；　then　Ishtar　would　plant　your　clone　in　one　of　the　others…or　in　herself；　with　Galahad's　help。　But　if　Lorelei　Lee　and　I　do　it　。　。　we　would　much　rather　do　it　with　your　blessing。〃
　　
　　〃Mm　。　。　stipulated　that　I'm　dead…well；　okay；　okay；　it's　with　my　blessing。　Just　one　thing…〃
　　
　　…〃What；　Brother？〃
　　
　　〃Crack　down　on　the　little　beast。　Or　'beasts。'　I　was　a　mean　one。　You　two　were　handful　enough　for　six…but　I　was　ornery。　If　…you　don't　establish　who's　boss　right　from　the　cradle…he…　they…I；　damn　it…'I'　will　give　you　so　much　grief　your　lives　won't　be　worth　living。〃
　　
　　〃We'll　try　to　cope　with。　。　'you；'　Lazarus…and　we　have　447
　　
　　448the　advantage　of　knowing　what　a；　uh；　'real　whirling　son　of　bitch'　you　can　be。〃
　　
　　〃Ouch！　An~　I　bleeding？〃
　　
　　〃You　led　with　your　chin；　Brother。　The　truth　is；　you　spoiled　us　。　。　and　we　may　find　it　hard　not　to　spoil　you。　But　we'll　bear　in　mind　your　advice。　But　we　want　to　say　this　before　we　leave　the　Subject　of　geics。　You've　had　how　many　children？〃
　　
　　〃Uh　。　。　too　many；　maybe。〃　…
　　
　　〃You　know　exactly　how　many　and　so　do　we　。　。　and　it's　a　number　large　enough　to　be　inspected　as　a　statistical　universe。
　　
　　How…many　were　defectives？〃
　　
　　〃Uh　。　。　none　that！　know　of。〃　…
　　
　　〃Exactly　none。　lshtar　made　it　her　business　to　know；　and　Justin　confirms　it　from　his　study　of　the　Archives。　Brother；　I　don't　know　how　unmon　this　may　have　been　in　the　twentieth　Gregorian　century　。　。　but　you　have　a　clean　gene　chart…　and　so　of　course　do　we。〃
　　
　　〃Now　wait　a　minute！　I'm　not　really　up　to　date　in　geics；　but…〃
　　
　　〃…but　Ishtar　is。　Do　you　want　to　argue　it　with　her？　We　accept　her　assurances；　Lor　and　I　aren't　geicists…as　yet。　But　we　have；　recorded　in　Dora；　Ishtar's　formal　report　on　your　gene　chart。　If　you　want　it。　Not　that　we　think　it　makes　any　difference；　you　are　rejecting　us　for　reasons　having　nothing　to　do　with　geics。〃
　　
　　〃Now　slow　down！　I　am　not　rejecting　you。〃
　　
　　〃That's　the　way　it　feels　to　us；　We　are　artificial　constructs；　and　the　soi…disant　'incest'　mores　of　another　time　and　utterly　different　circumstances　don't　apply　to　us　and　you　know　it；　that's　just　an　excuse　to　avoid　something　you　don't　want　to　do。　Coupling　with　us　might　be　masturbation；　but　it　can't　be　incest　because　we　aren't　your　sisters。　We　aren't　your　kin　in　any　normal　sense；　we're　you。　Every　gene　of　us　es　from　you。　If　we　love　you…and　we　do…and　if　you　love　us…and　you　do；　some；　in　your　own　chincby　and　cautious　fashion…it's　Narcissus　loving　himself。　But　this　time；　if　you　could　only　see　it；　that　Narcissist　love　could　be　consummated。〃　She　stopped；　and　gulped。　〃That's　all。　e　on；　Lor；　let's　go　to　bed。〃
　　
　　〃Hold　it；　girls！　Laz；　Ishtar　says　this　is　safe？〃
　　
　　〃You　heard　me　say　so。　But　you　don't　want　to　do　it…so
　　
　　…the　hell　with　it！〃　…
　　
　　〃1　never　at　any　time　said　that　I　did　not　want　to。　Why　do　you　think　I　quit　cu？dling　you　two　lively　little　monkeys　when　you　started　being　grown　up？〃
　　
　　449〃Oh；　buddy！〃
　　
　　〃Because　I　must　be　Narcissus　himself　。　。　because　I　think　my　two　identicals　are　the　prettiest；　sexiest…and　bitchiest…　broads　I've　ever　seen。〃
　　
　　〃Do　you？　Do　you　really？〃…
　　
　　〃You　heard　me。　Quit　quivering　your　goddamn　chins！　So　when　you　started　getting　broad；　I　started　keeping　my　hands　off　you。　But…if　Ishtar　says　it's　all　right…〃
　　
　　〃She　does！〃…
　　
　　〃I　suppose…this　once…I　could　manage　a　couple　of　minutes　for　each　of　you。〃
　　
　　Lorelei　gasped。　〃Did　you　hear　that；　Laz？〃
　　
　　〃I　heard　it。　'Two…　minutes。'〃　〃Rude；　crude；　and　vulgar。〃　〃Insulting。〃
　　
　　〃Infuriating。〃　〃But　we　accept…〃
　　
　　…〃…right　now！~~
　　
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　　The　Green　Hills
　　
　　The　Star　Yacht　Dora　hovered　two　meters　over　the　pasture；　the　lowe；　hatch　irised　open。　Lazarus　gave　Lazi　and　Lori　a　last　quick　squeeze　and　dropped　to　the　ground…rolled　with　the　impact；　rolled　to　his　feet；　hurriedly　got　clear　of　the　ship's　field。　He　waved；　and　the　ship　lifted；　straight　up；　a　round　black　cloud　against　the　stars。　Then　it　was　gone。
　　
　　He　looked　quickly　around　him…Dipper　。　。　North　Star。　okay；　fence　that　way；　road　beyond；　and…Caesar's　Ghost！…　a　bull！〃
　　
　　He　cleared　the　fence　with　inches　to　spare；　a　few　feet　ahead　of　the　bull。
　　
　　Lazarus　was　moving　so　fast　that　his　speed　made　necessary　another　rolling　landing。　He　wound　up　in　the　middle　of　a　rutted　dirt　road　while　reflecting　that　many　more　of　that　sort　would　not　improve　his　appearance。　He　patted　his　pockets；　especially　an　extra　pocket　concealed　by　the　bib　of　his　overalls；　and　decided　that　nothing　was　missing。　He　missed　the　fort　of　a　blaster　on　his　hip…but　knew　that　any　sort　of　gun　would　be　a　mistake；　for　this　time　and　place。　A　facsimile　jackknife　was　all　he　carried。
　　
　　His　hat…　The　ditch？　No。　Ten　feet　inside　the　fence。　which　might　as　well　be　ten　miles；　the　bull　was　keeping　an　eye
　　
　　on　him。　A　hat　was　not　necessary；　and　if　anyone　found　it　and　noticed　that　it　was　not　quite　right…well；　there　was　nothing　to　connect　it　with　him。　Forget　it。
　　
　　North　Star　again…　That　town　should　be　about　five　miles　down　this　road；　straight　as　the　turtle　flies。　He　set　out。
　　
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　　Lazarus　stood　in　front　of　the　printshop　of　the　Dade　County　Democrat；　looking　at　sheets　posted　inside　the　glass；　but　not　reading。　He　was　thinking。　He　had　just　had　a　sh1/4k；　and　the　pretense　of　continuing　to　read　posted　newspapers　l閪　him　do　so　in　quiet。　He　had　read　a　date　and　now　needed　to　reconstruct　some　ancient　history。　August　first；　nieen…sixteen…　nieen…
　　
　　sixteen？
　　
　　451…He　saw　reflected　in　the　glass　a　figure　ing　down　the　sidewalk…heavyset；　middle…aged；　wearing　…　a　gun　belt　almost　concealed　by　belly　overflowing　it；　a　holstered　hogleg　on　his　right　thigh；　…star　on　his　left　breast；　otherwise　dressed　much　as　Lazarus　was　dressed。　Lazarus　continued　to　stare　at　a　posted　front　page　of　the　Kansas　City　Journal。
　　
　　〃Morning。〃
　　
　　Lazarus　turned。　〃G